i was asking myself...
我是不是看起來很令人討厭.
wat do u ppl think of me???

they dont treat me the way as before...
its been quite sometime i`ve been keeping to myself le

esp my dad....
we are talking lesser and lesser each day
it used to be a everyday thing tat he will fetch me home from sch
will always call me to ask what time will i finish sch and he will fetch me home
but everything changed
not now
not anymore
usually after 5 he will call
now...
7 still no call
its seemed a little pek chek to talk to me now as compared to OtheR ppl in this house
guma also...
eg. back from malaysia yesterday...
it used to be a saying of HI! thingy...
as if im transparent liao
instead...
she put a bag infront of lidan
telling lidan tat she bought chicken for her to eat
she is even willing to cut open the mud covered chicken for her to eat
me???
am i tat transparent?????!

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i merely asked whether can he send me home from sch tml
in a soooo pek manner he said see first
OMG!!!!!!
regardless of wat!!
i intend to bring tat stupid clumsy big canvas of mine home myself le!!!

went home the same time as lidan
they will ask hows her day at work
tiring and watsoever
wat time she work tml..
wat time she wan to bring to work for lunch tml...
didnt even ask whether im tired
whether got anything
whether ...

when i told them about my unlucky day about forgetting this missing the bus all those stuffs..
they continued eating...
sure got bother
i talked halfway and walk away liao
behind i still will hear guma murmuring about me blablabla stuffs

wat did i do can???!!!!
i merely wanted to share wif ppl my day.my happenings
its as simple as tat.....
i mean no motives at all
none
none at all.