detestable ART ! im going to finish u up !!!
I SWEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i`ve been doing continuously for up to 15 hours!!!!!!!!!!
to congratulate myself..... , i`ve done 7 pages !!!
:) !!!!!!!!
its gonna be the last time.
once and for all...... !!!!!!! period.
NO MORE.

and sooner or later...
when u get to see me,
a panda will appear instead of Liwen..
along wif heavy + droopy eyebags.
:))
3 Cheers!

silence broke out when everyone thinks im giving stupid excuses for not attending lesson.
guessed dad almost blasted off hours ago in the car.
i swear theres 100% need for me to finish my art work in order for me to concentrate on my memorising work.
but...........
ppl will only say... `dun waste so much time on art... its of no use`....
wth!!!!!!!
y can`t all of u understand since i`ve gone so far by handing in my first coursework. how can i not hand in the 2nd one???
i know its for my own good...
but wat to do??? i`ve chosen art as a subject......
if i knew it earlier....
i swear, i should drop it...
i swear i regretted taking art.
i swear taking A math too....
everything sucks....
im good for nothing.......
worse of all....
im working my guts out on my art now.
and ppl not giving their darn password in order for me to print stupid art pictures.
im stuck...
i cant proceed.
i swear,
im not gg to BEG u jus for it.
its not worth it.........
u asked for help, i`ve never turned u down.
when i need help ? u treated me like shit.
SHUT UP.

Somehow i guess this was taken 2 years back .

yea! i swear i did laugh to myself for the night...
some things u`ve done in the past u may feel its downright dumb and stupid...
* I AGREE *

and here`s a post taken from likuan`s blog.

``Was chatting with *Liwen on msn moments ago. And we were talking about childhood..
She is my little friend since... 17 years ago! I know her since she is born okay. haha. Though I'm only 2 years older than her. (:

We used to do really stupid things. haha! Thinking back now they are REALLY STUPID! haha!
You guys know that Chinese new year always got Angbao money right.... hahaha. And my brother, who is 10 years older than me, always never join us go visit people's house one. Thats when my brother grew older la. Like... 19? When I'm only 9 years old. yup. Then the people will give me 2 angbao la. One for my brother and one for me. ONG LIDAN, who is a year older than me, sister of *Liwen, would manage to psyco me to use the angbao money for food or whatever.

And what i remember is we used the money for KFC before. haha! And I used my brother's money as well. Without him realising. Remember, he is NOT with us. And like you guys know, you buy things then will have a change of COINS right.. and we will put the money back into the angbao. And come out with excuses like, the person who gave angbao gave coins.
It's super like.. What the hell?! HAHA! thats why I think it's funny! And always is only use my money lo. Never once did I touched the sisters's money. AT ALL! NOT FAIR!
*LIWEN YOU ARE SO GONNA TREAT ME THINGS IN FUTURE!

And I remember *Liwen last time cannot speak chinese one! Cos she spend too much time with the maid. then she only knows how to speak Malay. ha! And we cant communicate at all. cos theres no common language between the two of us. haha! But that's when we are young..
*Liwen said she remember me as one who will cry very easily over trival stuff. And yes. I think whenever I quarrel with *Lidan I will cry cos I always lose.

Isnt this all that make our childhood fun?? (: haha.

And she said she's going to laugh to sleep tonight. Isnt she crazy or something??``

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AND!!!!!!!!! CHAN LIKUAN!!!! how on earth did u get tat photo of me in ur blog !!!!?????!!!
so ugly la!!!!!
change a nicer one can ???!!!!!!!!!!!!
tsk. though im not PrettY.
yea....
but at least look more presentable ya?
lols


this is Better rite!!!!
:)

in dearest memory of my 臭臭.....
i left my 臭臭 hp pouch on BUS 5 !!!!!!!!!!!!
identification : it is a green colour pouch with a buddhist clinic donation sticker pasted on the pouch.
now my phone is left bare and naked.
1 more month to go before i get a new phone.
how am i going to last without my 臭臭??!!! loved it so much luhh.
:(((((

timecheck : 4.31am. (edited)
tat panxiong is still not home from clubbing...
*.*

sudden urge to blog since i`ve done 2 chem papers.
felt sad tat after coming mon chem paper, i may not or even not be touching chem anymore...
whole stacks of chem notes that i`ve done wif xueli may not come to use forever....
its a subject which i hate most and LOVED the most
its so complicated yet damn interesting...
maybe,
cos of a wonderful tutor i`ve gotten...
so much time was sacrificed for me from her...
eg.for the sake of my failure prelim practical, apart from working all the way till late night, she still came over at 10pm and ended lesson till 12.30am.
i bet no one would ever teach at this time
eg.almost half a day was given to me from her only day off.
eg.im a brainless arse whom i take lessons to understand... yet , i see patience in her.

next.
went over to Mr Ng today
maths o maths....
loved him like a great old man...
though i knew tat i`ve nt done well till now.
after 5 years.
he is exactly similar to sch`s maths teacher mr thoh.
same teaching, same temper, same smiles....
indeed mesmerising.
last 2 lessons and thats tat...
i wont be able to see him anymore...
will i be the same as some of his graduate students and visit him during new yeaR??
i dunno......
and another, andrew Ng* son of mr ng*
he is always shocked by the amount of horrible workings i had .
horrendous and extreme messiness.
but i Loved it :)
a warm sense of doing.

OH MY 天~
i have complete no idea how am i supposed to continue from here.....
the only thing i know is tat i will miss many and be missed by many(bhb).
:( :)
i guess i will do my best then.
and i think i should.
as for results....
i dun yearn much
a course in poly will do.

irritating radio broadcasting some songs now ^ 我真的一無所有^ and ^ 對呀 ^
so wrong larhx.
im posting here and it goes 我真的一無所有 then another goes 對呀對呀對呀 like some moron.
~.~`

it feels as though im floating on cloud nine now!!!
omg !!!
wat a pleasant and simple happy day it is today!!!!
apart from practical which pray god pray lord nothing will go wrong.....
and she* knowing wat is happening at long last after blablabla months.
at the same time there was this part where we were tempted by nice smelling bbq chicken wings, waffles and boO boO TeA.
and moremoremorE...!!!!
lastly, the happiest among all,
its the swimming part which im looking so forward to ...
omg!!!! so excited.... !!!!

heeeeello...
so here I am uploading another pic which i`ve Koped from
:)

≥≥≥ the art ppl.

10/10/08
the day we GRADUATED!!...
`from sch...`
happy and sad at the same time.
happy cos i will be moving on to a new stage of life...and meeting loads of new ppl soon !
sad cos i will be leaving classmates and teachers for long , for good.
+
im finally motivated to StudY!!!!! after listening to dedications by pupils and teachers.
hahas.....
i`ve decided to strive for the last lap since i`ve gone so far.
but not today la... tml??.... i promised. tml it shall be.
im totally drained and exhausted after those leaping, hopping, skipping, running, jogging and walking for the whole afternoon.
to exaggerate... think i perspired a pail of sweat in a day.
its so damn warm regardless of my cold bath back home after sch.

pictures now!!!!

minqi, rebecca, Me, fion.




rebecca, Me, fion, Shaun


sylvia, janice, grace, minqi


*have a look at wanyi * heex !!!!


Ms Suhaila!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


BennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnY !!!!



Mr Low !! *he looks a little scheming here rite ??!!*


rebecca, Shaun, me


REBECCA, SHIRIN !!!


Me, liting !


shirin, annabel, Me, rebecca, natelie, liting





cute animal pens which Mrs kang gave. :)
its rather clever of her to have our names on each pen given to us. to prevent fights among which animal pen to take.
by the way, rooster wif fur or rabbit without fur is nicer ??????? heex
im sooooooo keen to agitate beca here!!! :)


gifts given from both mrs kang and ms sarah toh. (:
yellow~!!!


tats all!!!
swimming wif minqi and yockkiat tm!!!!
rain rain go away!!!
sun sun come again!!
:)
toodles ppl!!!!

http://www.thebigview.com/pastlife/
have a look at this website... its regarding wat u were before u were incarnated.

this is mine...
to a certain extent...
i do agree its rather believing...
so True. esp.for the last 3 sentences.

*MY* past life diagnosis:
I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Burma around the year 950. Your profession was that of a banker, usurer, moneylender or judge.
Your brief psychological profile in your past life:
As a natural talent in psychology, you knew how to use your opportunities. Cold-blooded and calm in any situation.
The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:
Your task is to learn determination and persistency. You should not allow to let misfortunes take influence on your strong will.

A WHOLE DAY OUT from 9am wif xin and ryan :))
BreakFast at downtown mac, and off to sengkang`s new built slides swimming complex.
shittsss....
its so small.....
plus.....
there are more little human beings as compared to giants.
changed plan and back to downtown wildwildwet instead.
face burnt, but have complete no idea y body is not.

afterwhich,
went for threading. * i was forced into it*
quite painful.....
but still bearable .

next,
off to orchard for a hair cut.
head massage for 15 mins too :)
full relaxation.
tsk tsk
*after 17 years on earth, its the first time i went into someone`s else`s salon. other than Aunt`s salon.*
skipped lunch .
dinner at ICHIBAN BOSHI. *stone grill chicken... blablablabla*
shopped.
mccafe was our last stop * mango smoothie.*
and home sweet home :)

so much money was spent on me.
tat haircut, ticket, FOOD,threading.....
guess wat i spent???!!!
bet u cant guess....
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$1.95 suntan lotion was my only expenditure for the day !

tats all!

oooh...
its pics time :)
pls do not blame a 2 megapixals cam.

crushed ice 紅豆冰 in a cup . (:


~~~~~~~~~~~~~liwen...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~&....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~minqi.....

I think i am similar to a person who claims to be a moron.

It seemed to me that i chose to talk to a wall rather than waiting for a stupid single reply. *.*

DUMB shit!!!

sadness................

jus ended our chat on msn.
told that sign language lesson resumes this weekend.
and peiqi*new made fren only this year* is attending....
i can`t. due to O`s....
*.*`
going back to sign language sch only next year.

however, she wont be attending next year.
cos of `A` levels.
MJC lehx.
sudden feeling of me being rather dumb at studies.
天塌下來i doubt i will ever get in.

think that there wont be any chance of us attending language lessons together le.....
:(
think we are not fated.
really not.
she join,i cant.
i join, she cant.
+
we are the only 2 youngest in sign language school larhx! tats y we click.
all the others are considered old working adults.

i seriously missed signing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

day out wif MQ.
toured quite a no. of places in a day .
went to orchard to have her teeth X~rayed.
but it was closed *.*
shopped heeren and decided to go elsewhere.
Bugis instead...
ate seoul garden. bought korean rice cakes in too... cos we are hungry..
tsk tsk.
i think theres prob wif me.
no matter how much i`ve eaten, im not full.
≥~≤`
shopped bugis junction. however, the place was sooooooooooo damn crowded.
changed elsewhere again...
but were indecisive going to century or ehub for movie.
century was our last decision.
then again,
wat movie should we watch
sing to the dawn, house bunny, connected.
OMG!! all of them seems to be so attractive luhh.
watched house bunny in the end.
eeeeeeew....... this movie was boring.
full of regrets watching it.
its the first movie which i almost dozed off while watching.
wanted to buy waffles... but MQ stopped me!!!!!
im not yet full ma~~~
think it was becca poon who passed on to me .
guess u wont wished to know how much she can consume in a day.
heeex.
ice cream~ED .... and home sweet home....

sch tml.....
B`O`R`I`N`G.............

edit~ED....something to share.
heard from sherly lim,
pond situated outside teacher`s staff room is not an ordinary fish Pond *.*
but instead,
its gonna be a FISH SPA..

damn CooL can!
be it usable for WHO , i dunno...
till now....
i can imagine. if the fish spa is opened to whole sch...
image in my mind will tell me tat everyone would be stomping towards the pond like Dinosaurs.
omg!!!
wat a scene righT !!!!!
and u will see fishes toppling one after another sooner or later by the amount of ppl they are going to EntertaiN.


Doctor fish live and breed in the outdoor pools of some Turkish spas, where they feed on the skin of patients with psoriasis. The fish are like combfishes in that they only consume the affected and dead areas of the skin, leaving the healthy skin to grow, with the outdoor location of the treatment bringing beneficial effects.